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Name: Tristan
Location: Brooklyn, New York, United States
Birthday: 2/2/1986
Gender: Male
Interests: Anime Anime Anime ... yes I am an Asian after all -Music Musac La Musica No rhee-
-Love to hang out, and have a good time with my friend... (Alchy Hole)-
-Trying random things-
Expertise: Super Chicken Peck -Bkawk- & Ninja Skills -Watch Out For Your Pizza-
Occupation: Supervisory
Industry: Retail
Message: message me
AIM:  Zidanem9c
Member Since:
6/23/2005
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| Pain and tears are the beginning that paints towrrow over today
The pulse pericing through the scattered loneliness is the fartherst reach of uncertainty
This place where I am now is just a game that wears you down
And if that's so, I should be able to win just by laughing aloud
Cross over the night
Soon the blues that have lost all words and everything else
Will hit the raod and throw away my merely daydreaming self
Unitl my body that's left after both moment and eternity have faded away
Will Burst into flames as I wish for it to do
That song that's secretly replacing yesterday wtih today
Carries within the tears of this era
If I look bacon the raod I've walked in my soiled state
I see that it's the raod of contradicitons and love
From where I'm standing right now, the game is about how far you can fall
And if that's so, I should be able to win just by thinking about it
A dream that crosses over the night
Soon the rhythm that's lost all words and everything else will start beating
And throw aside the worn out sunrise
Until this song that I sing my heart out, that's left after both moment
and eternity have faded away, will blaze it's way to the furthest end
of sadness
Still unable to find it
I stood still and looked at the deep red sky
From where I'm standing right now, the game is about how far you can fall
And if that is so ... everybody should be able to win just by dancing a little
A dream that croesses over dreams
Soon the blues that have lost all words and everything else
Will hit the road and throw away my merely daydreaming self
Soon the rhythm that's lost all words and everything else will start beating
And throw aside the worn out sunrise
Unitl this song that cough out, that's left after both moment and
ternity have faded away,will blaze it's way to the furthest end of
sadness.
spin spin spin .... don't know what to think anymore ... spin spin spin
My mind in twirl
Locked in a fun house
With no way out
spin spin spin ... I can't stand this anymore ... spin spin spin
Bable Bable Bable words don't mean anything
Whisper Whisper Whisper ... A voice inside my head
My mind in twirl
Can't see ahead
But I can feel my demented figure
But I can feel my lips drying
But I can feel my body weaken
But I can feel you sliping
But I can feel you laughing
But I can feel you crying
spin spin spin ... I can't stand tall anymore
My mind in a glass maze
With no way out
Whisper Whisper Whipser ... A voice inside my head
Can't get out from this prison I created myself ... I can't fight it anymore
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| Rule
Of Promise
-Memories obscure over time
And
become forgotten
For those reasons
... For these events I do not want to forget
- Promises...
Do they disappear
like the fog right after it has been fulfilled?
No, surely new trust
New hope must be born...
-Along with the
heart has been hoping to be fulfilled...
A promises should be fulfilled without fail
More so if the person whom you
made the promises with is an important person...
And I pray this memory will continue forever...
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| Sometimes when you look back on a situation, you realize it wasn't all you thought it was. A beautiful girl walked into your life. You fell in love. Or did you? Maybe it was only a childish infatuation, or maybe just a brief moment of vanity.
-Henry Bromel, Northern Exposure, The Big Kiss, 1991
You stop for a sec to think ...
You think everything will change once there is that ... someone ... someone to love, someone to care, someone to look after, someone to hug, someone to kiss, someone to be with ... but do things really change?
... I always believe that things will change once you find someone to connect with.
You are more happy You are more determinded You have that readiness ... that eagerness to do things ... things for the better.
You stop for a sec to think ...
... I always belive that you don't question love ... or the love of the person you are with. Questioning becomes doubts ... doubts becomes uncertainty ... uncertainty becomes unknowing ... unknowing becomes lingering questions ... and questions becomes more doubts ... You learn in life to always question things ... question things around you, question the authorities ... but what you don't learn is to trust your instincts, and have a certainty towards something. ... Always always question things ... for most of the things Yes... but not with love...To say that you are in love is to be in a certainty ... that pulsing feeling you get in your chest whenever you are next to the person ... thinking about that person ... What is that feeling? Why am I feeling this? ... A childish infatuation? ... a brief moment of vanity? When you want to go depts of hell to do what your love would like you to do ... when you want to see that person smile and be happy ... when you want that person to be next to you always ... when you want to feel that kiss just one more time before he or she walks out that door ... or just to even hug for couple of mins with total silence ... What do you call that? ...
But that's just all in your part ... you change for the better ... you love someone you thought you knew ... or try to understand them ... but you are not the only one who change ... Are their feelings towards you the same? ... no matter how much you change ... no matter how much you love someone ... in the end it doesn't matter unless that opposite feelings are equal ... why a sudden change of heart? ... certainty ... certainty will make you able to say I love you ... maybe this is just all me talking ... just my childish perception. | | |
| Qoute of the day
I guess what I'm trying to say is, I don't think you can measure life in terms of years. I think longevity doesn't necessarily have anything to do with happiness. I mean happiness comes from facing challenges and going out on a limb and taking risks. If you're not willing to take a risk for something you really care about, you might as well be dead.
 --- Happy happy Birthday Baby Girl -------
Weekly News Headline - - - - - ...Get em while they are young....
LOS ANGELES: America's white supremacists are eagerly awaiting the release of the latest pop album by a group called Prussian Blue, whose members are a pair of blonde 13-year-old twins. Lamb and Lynx Gaede have already released an album and a music video. Their biggest hits include Sacrifice, a tribute to Rudolf Hess. The lyrics describe Hitler's deputy as "a man of peace who wouldn't give up". In press photographs, the pale sisters appear in crisp white T-shirts that are decorated with yellow smiley faces sporting Hitler moustaches. The Gaede twins are from the farming town of Bakersfield, California. They have been performing songs about white supremacy since they were nine and their band's name is a nod to their German heritage and piercing blue eyes. "We're proud of being white, we want to keep being white," Lynx Gaede told ABC News. "We want our people to stay white ... we don't want to just be, you know, a big muddle. We just want to preserve our race." Civil rights campaigners are appalled. Ted Shaw, president of the National Association for the Advancement of Coloured People's legal defence fund, said: "It really breaks my heart to see those two girls spewing out that kind of garbage." He added, however, that the girls were only repeating the beliefs that they had been taught by their parents. Their mother appears to be the main source of inspiration. "They need to have the background to understand why certain things are happening," said April Gaede, who no longer lives with the twins' father. "I'm going to give them my opinion, just like any parent would." April Gaede said that she had tutored the twins herself at home, teaching them her own version of current affairs and history. The girls have also been brought up surrounded by their father's taste in decor, which relies heavily on the swastika. He wears it on his belt buckle, plasters it on the side of his utility and has even registered it as his cattle brand with the Bureau of Livestock Identification. Mrs Gaede said: "It's provocative. To him, he thinks it's important as a symbol of freedom of speech that he can use it as his cattle brand." In a review, The Student Operated Press gave the twins' work two stars out of five. "To be fair, their songs tend more to be about loving whites than hating other races," it said. "They're not calling for exterminating or dominating non-whites, just not associating with them, and instead fostering white solidarity and pride. Their honestly means well.
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| Here is a qoute of a day
It is possible to fail in many ways ... while to succeed is possible only in one way. - Aristotle
What do you guys think?
Weekly News Headline - - - - -
A Hummer limo filled with people celebrating a birthday party turned
into a wild ride early Sunday after a man attempted to steal it, San
Antonio Police said. What the suspect did not realize was there were 15
people in the back of the limo. Twenty-one-year-old Noe Ochoa was
arrested, police said. He was held down by people in the limo until
officers arrived. Party-goers could not believe what was happening.
“The Hummer starts to move and everybody's like, ‘What's going on?’”
Kenneth Thornton said. His friends had rented the limo for Kenneth’s
28th birthday. The limo driver was apparently in the back talking to
one of the 15 the passengers when Ochoa jumped in to the Hummer, police
said. Thorton crawled through the privacy window to stop the suspected
carjacker. “I flip the park on the Hummer, and it screeches us to a
halt,” Thorton said. “Then, I put him in a choke hold until they can
get out and pull him out.” Ochoa appeared before a judge early Sunday
with a black eye and several cuts. He was charged with stealing the
limo. Ochoa told police his friends ditched him so he needed a ride.
Ochoa remained in the Bexar County Jail Sunday night
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